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September 11, 2001
Well, my feelings for Luke aren't going away, but it's becoming easier to bear. How can I like 3 guys so much all at once???!!! America was attacked today. 4 planes went down, World Trade Center was destroyed. It's so unreal. Protect Heather & Dana please God! Be w/ the families of the victims, & God ... please wake me up tomorrow. I get to go to the Cowsills ... let me see Nathan please, at least, and at most (for now) let him want to help make a snack and come to LG. Justin too please!
Me
September 12, 2001
Neither Nathan or Justin came, but I at least got to see Nathan. He doesn't date. Hmm. Such a good day - Life Group rocked, Ultimate Frisbee after rocked & Luke is adorable. Hehe. Jess is making it so obvious - more so than I ever did I think. Lord, I give it all to you - I love him God, whether in that way or not I don't know - is it about winning? Cause I don't want any of us to get hurt, least of all Luke. Protect him tonight God - keep him safe as Jess, Tiff x 2, Zach, Kaitlin, Jason, Kenneth, Ben, the Cowsills, Amanda, Bri ... all my friends God & Jimmy & his friends too ... and my mom. You know my heart God, it's all yours. Everything. You are the Lord of my life. I give it all to you.
Me
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